Day 23 of 80

The Strange Illness

Chapter III·Manuscript A·Suffering & the Cross
Context
At age ten, Thérèse was struck by a mysterious illness that baffled everyone. She experienced violent trembling, hallucinations, and seizures — yet insisted she never lost her reason. Modern scholars debate its nature, but Thérèse saw it as a spiritual trial that prepared her for deeper graces.

That very evening my headache became acute, and I was seized with a strange shivering which lasted all night. You may imagine my poor Father's grief when he returned from Paris to find me in this hopeless state; he thought I was going to die, but Our Lord might have said to him: "This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God."

I do not know how to describe this extraordinary illness. I said things which I had never thought of; I acted as though I were forced to act in spite of myself; I seemed nearly always to be delirious; and yet I feel certain that I was never, for a minute, deprived of my reason.

St. Thérèse of Lisieux — Story of a Soul, Chapter III (Manuscript A). Taylor translation, 1912 (public domain).
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